science and spirit

Journal post from Summer 2010:

I used to get glimpses of this miracle state, this individual heaven on earth, just like we all do. I always wondered how I could live in it all the time. I think that’s what we all wonder. No shit, I am getting there, I am getting so close. I live there most of the time now. I know you will love it when you live here too.

Mini miracles happen to me every day now, all the time. I’m the “lucky one” as Alison Krauss would say. Luck smiles on me. I smile back. I believe 100% in my and you, in our goodness, in our gifts. In love, luck and miracles. In the future for us, for all of us. Right now I have no doubts. I have figured out the very best world view for me and it is rapturous.

I’m in an elevated state of consciousness. Using more than 10% of my brain. Accessing so many varied centers of my brain: the love center, the memory center, the faith center, the compassion center, the empathy center, the ego center, the realism center, the existential center, the patience center, the hope center, the subliminal center, the dream center, the revelation center, the academic center, the linguistic center, the relationships center, the problem solving center, the funny center, the energy efficient center, the future time center, the multidimensional center. I know what is going to happen before it does, 80% of the time. But it’s not like I am watching a video of what is going to happen in ten minutes. It’s just that I know in ten minutes something is going to work out exactly as it should, and I delight in this knowledge and in the certainty I have that things will work right on time, right like they are supposed to. I let my life come to me, and it comes in beauty and miracles and wonder. Things I misplaced magically appear right when I need them too. This is a feat of my enhanced memory, which can recall stored visual memories and put them to use in the present when I need to apply them. It is quite remarkable. Dreams have become very useful too. I now remember most of my dreams and they are often visions for me of how to solve problems the next day. I know this happens to other people too, but it happens to me a lot more than it used to. Time for me now is not linear, it’s circular, flowing freely between past, present and future in my mind. There are not just four dimensions, there are unlimited dimensions, involving all brain centers mentioned above and many more. My brain is working fully in concert and collaboration with all of its depths, all of the dimensions. Because I believe good will happen for me, it does, I can predict it. FAITH. In myself, in the miracle of how the world works. And faith especially in others. I have become much better at listening to others and now I find that we work so well together, in friendly cooperation, eliciting wonder and delight in each of us and in how nice it is for things to work like magic between us. People are blowing my expectations away. I finally know who I am, every bit of me. I am finally understanding how the world works, and how we work, and how we will all be better. I am learning every day. While I sometimes fall back to the rat race, that’s happening less and less. I am rising more each day. I am so excited about this! I can’t wait to finish this book. I can’t wait to talk about what has happened to me, what is happening to me right now.



The difference between this post-religious theology and standard Christianity is that it embraces science and religion, rather than forcing you to choose between them. The beauty of heaven on earth as I have lived it is that science and spirit live together, integrated and interdependent. They are twin pursuits that coexist in perfect harmony. Science is the brain’s pursuit. Spirituality, or Religion as we know have come to call it, is the heart’s pursuit. God (Love) wants us to pursue both to the fullest, because in those pursuits we see the very best we can be. We will see that the profound beauty of science and spirit arise from the same place and both bring us answers to the most difficult questions. Science and spirit are twin gifts that best flourish when in awe and exultation of each other, hand in hand, knowing each other completely. Our brain and the love in our heart is our gift, our magic, our salvation.


Unstoppable love as felt in heaven allows us to access more of our brains. As we image the brain, we will find the common ground where science and spirit meet. This collaboration of our brain’s sacred sons means that anything is possible for us on earth. You will not believe what can be achieved when these two faiths lay down their swords and challenge life’s problems in concert. We will kick down the doors of science and faith like never imagined. Universal truths will be revealed and reconciled. Diseases will be cured, conflicts resolved, frontiers smashed, and mysteries unriddled. In the mean time, while we are working on these problems, we will be more compassionate and empathic and aware, so illnesses like AIDS and cancer won’t seem so terrifying because we won’t be alone. Awash in love, we will all offer solace and courage to each other. We will see that after death our souls will all reunite in this heaven on earth, so death will be put into perspective and seen as a graduation instead of a curtain call.

As I have said, heaven on earth is busy and collaborative, purposeful and productive. Can you imagine if we all actually worked in concert? I have seen it; this is exactly what happens in Heaven. Contagious cooperation, offering unparalleled access to the recesses of our minds.

We will see that life is comprised of 12 or 13 dimensions, and we will penetrate all of them. We will see that time is not linear, it is a circle, and we may well give death a run for her money. What’s true about our life on this earth will become clear to all of us. The way out of the morass that we find ourselves in will stand out in relief.

I know this because in heaven I am accessing more of my brain. My brain activity has gone from two dimensional to multi-dimensional. I am living in a different dimension. In the present, but in another dimension of this world. I have dimension-traveled to beyond my life, beyond my death. I have seen my life before me as an observer sees a play unfolding. Time continues to run as normal but I have stepped into the next room, where I can see answers …..